i will wait for your timing in all things. i will wait for your direction and with every step keep my ear atuned to you and your voice. help me to trust you and that you truly have a good future for me. that you are with me every step and you will tell me, “Whether […]
i have no clue where to go from here. i don’t even know where to place my foot in the next step. but i know that cutting out the distraction is what you’ve asked me to do and in doing so, i have taken a step in faith that you, God, will light my path […]
could my feelings for you be real or just transference; a case of greener grass syndrome. merely a way to distract myself as i deal with so much currently. i’m not saying i’m in love but i feel something that i never thought i’d feel again. something i haven’t felt since drass. a hope and […]
when we got married, i was in it forever. regardless of feelings, i was going to love you and fight for us. it never dawned on me that you would fail to show up. so if you don’t engage in your role and responsibility what does that do to our covenant. which makes me wonder, […]
i have been racking my brain trying to think about what it is that i want. to try and figure out where my head and heart really are with all of this. today is one week since i packed a couple of bags and walked out the door. i have not started missing him yet. […]
so you told them you thought i gave up? you told them you thought that what i was asking of you would take too much time? you said that you can’t change everything i am asking of you over night? how is it that i’ve been talking for months and you have heard nothing of […]
this is not my first attempt at a blog. it’s like my 15th or something like that and i have never been able to keep it up. this is my next attempt and i hope it is the one that sticks. this is a place for me to process “out loud”. this will be where […]
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