this is not my first attempt at a blog. it’s like my 15th or something like that and i have never been able to keep it up. this is my next attempt and i hope it is the one that sticks. this is a place for me to process “out loud”. this will be where i vent when I feel like i have no one to go to or i’m not ready to share with those closest to me.

about me:

i am a follower of Christ and a poor one at that, however i am a great example of who God loves and to whom God shows his love, grace and mercy. my grammar is poor and my spelling is atrocious. thank God for spell check. there is nothing really specific that i will be chronicling, and i have no idea the direction i will go with this blog. if you want someone with consistent thoughts and who is also decisive, i am not that person. i struggle with committing to most decisions or even  making decisions as simple as where to go for dinner. i live in fear of not being good enough. i have had my heart broken multiple times and have also had it restored. i go crazy if i can’t listen to my music and i sing along loud and off key. i hum and don’t realize it. i like indie movies and music, and live much of the “hipster” lifestyle except i’ve been living this way for years before it was called “hipster”. i am a walking dichotomy and that means that i contradict myself in that i am often as much one side of the coin as i am the other side. i like to write and read but don’t do either as much as i should or would like to. i can’t stand to have no goals or ambitions but i love sitting and watching netflix/hulu/amazon for hours on end.

you will learn more about me as this goes along and if you have any questions feel free to ask.

ready…set…go!