walk

i will wait for your timing in all things. i will wait for your direction and with every step keep my ear atuned to you and your voice. help me to trust you and that you truly have a good future for me. that you are with me every step and you will tell me, “Whether […]

covenant

when we got married, i was in it forever. regardless of feelings, i was going to love you and fight for us. it never dawned on me that you would fail to show up. so if you don’t engage in your role and responsibility what does that do to our covenant. which makes me wonder, […]

now what?

i have been racking my brain trying to think about what it is that i want. to try and figure out where my head and heart really are with all of this. today is one week since i packed a couple of bags and walked out the door. i have not started missing him yet. […]